Sunday, May 31, 2015

The Brave Man Entering The Arena

By Evan Sanders


He closes his eyes, and for a minute, there is an eerie silence.

As he walks out into the tunnel, he can feel the ground shaking.

The walls are dripping and there is a nasty soiled musk in the air. His heart pounds.

As he climbs up to the threshold, he can feel the tension grow in his upper shoulders.

This trail has been walked by many and only returned on by few.

He makes an attempt to breathe deep, only to be gripped by the sensation approaching in his belly.

He walks out into the fierce light, eyes blurred and senses dulled.

There's that deafening sound of the crowd and the pinging in his ears. He feels the crunch of the gravel and sand underneath his feet.

There is a beed of sweat dripping down his brow waiting to fall, anticipating what's to come.

The warmth of the sun on his back relaxes his shoulders. His eyes refocus.

Out walks his competitor.

There he stands, that monstrous figure. As dark as a moonless night. Body sparkling with decorated steel. Piercing eyes as sharpened as the harsh blade he holds. A body created for one thing - Elimination. His loud roar echoes across the arena.

As the nervous crowd watches, their hands are cold and impatient with anticipation. The rich men men look on with curiosity in the safety of their pews. Everyone is waiting for the inescapable clash.

As he watches his enemy, his hard stomach sinks...but just for a second. He kneels down, grabs a small handful of the dust underneath him, stained with sweat and blood, and lets it sift through his fingers. He runs his hand gently along the sharpened blade, and grips the soft bending leather. He rises, and faces the figure across from him.

The thick scars on his body bring back memories of gaffe, and as he stands there, staring into the dark eyes of the opponent across from him, it comes over him. A oceanic feeling runs through his veins and into his fingertips.

He digs his feet into the ground.

He seizes the handle and let's out a cry that will always be remembered for ages.

He charges.

...

...

His eyes snap open swiftly. He's been dreaming again. He takes a concentrated breath, slides his hands over the dark old wood and grips the sides of the podium.

He is prepared.

He speaks

"It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat." - Theodore Roosevelt

Our lives are the arena. Much of the time, that looming opponent across from us is fear. Fear not only to perform the specific act, but fear to really achieve something that you have been considering doing. It really sounds strange at first, but it really occurs. It is what keeps us from being great. That tiny fear of actually being a light out in the world for lots of people to see and for many to judge cannot ever be put out. We must not play small. The credit is paid to the individual who is trying and failing. It is not paid to those that look on a critique that honest man for the things he is doing. Always focus on that. Do not be afraid of falling in the dust. Our scars outline our story, and make it just that much more fun.




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